Some things, how to deal with, my own decisions and ideas - a lot, but too many things, I feel that there are too many vague, slip, not in place, after thinking about it, has disappeared in front of me.
My relatives at home often teach me, and they often blame themselves. How can I do one thing well? Now the trouble comes, what can I do, and the time to test me comes again. I'm very upset. I sit quietly in a desolate corner, light a cigarette, close my eyes and think about it, as if I had a dream, open my eyes and look at it. I can't see anything clearly, Is this the journey of my life? I don't want to do anything and dare not do anything. I look ahead and think of a song and sing white dove.
I have experienced many times in life. The storm has not subsided yet. Another layer of twists and turns pours on me. I can't resist its power, and I don't want to fall down. I have to bite my teeth to meet its coming.
In the face of this, I made up my mind to challenge it.