With heavy luggage on my back, I set foot on the road to school again. When I had a panoramic view of the campus again, I didn't feel too excited and happy. However, at the moment when the suitcase rubs the ground and makes a harsh sound, there is a vast ocean of confusion at the bottom of my heart. Several years of time, unexpectedly, flashed by without attachment!
In fact, I am not a restless person by nature. Therefore, I don't adapt to school and regular life. However, year after year, for all the people I love and those who love me, I have to hide my initial thoughts for a better life. So, slowly, slowly, in the flow of time, I gradually began to get used to it. Used to a large group of people in class, after class, eat together, go shopping together, laugh together and cry together & hellip& hellip;
Once, I hoped that all of us could get together for a long time and never separate. But time is too hasty. No matter who you are, you can't keep it. So, sad we can only face sad parting again and again. I can only watch the slowly moving train take away one tired face after another. Familiar faces continue to disappear, and strange faces continue to pour in. Over and over again, they grind all the thoughts and expectations.
Time has gone, and we have grown up. But why do all of us have to do more and more?
In the face of shorter and shorter time, I felt the fear of exhaustion. Leave, but today, I still don't know where to go. Fear, sadness, but still powerless. Years of school life has enriched my self righteous pride. However, when I left suddenly, I lost all my confidence and satisfaction in an instant.
Happy and good times always pass too fast, too fast, so fast that people feel sad and untrue.
Today, I still remember the joy and joy, confidence and passion when I first entered the University. At that time, I was positive and energetic for anything at any time. It is always duty bound to believe that in the warm world, everything is under their own control, and the track of life should slide according to their own wishes, impartial and stable.
Time has slipped far away from being perceptible, and I have grown up unconsciously. In the days of growing up, there are always too many unspeakable sadness, drifting scenery, fleeting happiness and pedestrians & hellip& hellip; Everything is so hurried and difficult to grasp.
Yesterday piled up one after another today has quietly crushed all my beauty. The once tender face recorded the tangled vicissitudes of life, and there were a few unexplained sadness between the eyebrows. Yeah! At what age, people should do what kind of things with what kind of mentality. This is the real life.
Every time I grow up, I will feel very hurt. But even so, I still can't refuse to grow.
In fact, I am not a greedy person.
I just want to keep a pure heart in the complicated world, like a child, cry when sad and laugh when happy; I just want to leave some fuzzy and messy footprints in such a big city. On a certain day of a month and a day every year, when I suddenly look back, I can find some traces that can be warm to prove that I once existed, lived and brightened.
The days of parting are always full of sadness.
I used to think that four years of college life is a long life, can forget separation, can squander freely, and don't worry about the way ahead & hellip& hellip; Only after the light clouds and light winds all the way, I found that we were really leaving. Leave those familiar flowers, familiar grass, familiar classroom, familiar canteen, familiar people, familiar things, familiar everything. Then, alone, embark on another lost journey, take another quiet and lonely road, and live another completely strange life. Finally, start a new round of inundation.
After leaving, I'll never be who I was.
For the family that has done everything for me and has no bottom line, I can no longer live in the present. A new start, a new identity, a confused life. Since then, I have been burdened with too many ardent eyes, too many burning expectations, too many silent blessings and endless thoughts & hellip& hellip;
How should I spend the unknown journey? Can I live up to all my warmest efforts and most pious prayers?