Li Jiyuan is a fat man.
He would order a full table for Chinese food and double steak and pasta for Western food. Even in the school canteen, he would pile the plate like Mount Everest.
Therefore, no matter you appear with him on any occasion, you will become the focus.
But Li Jiyuan not only didn't want to admit that he was fat, but also said that it was common for men to eat more. The reason why he became the focus was entirely because of me who had been around him all the year round.
What did I do wrong? I just pretended that I couldn't afford to eat because I had to go on a diet to lose weight. I endured humiliation and burden. I have been following Li Jiyuan behind, enduring his planting and his fierce eating appearance.
At s University, no one knows that Li Jiyuan abused his girlfriend and abused a good round girl into a piece of paper.
Of course, I'm not Li Jiyuan's fat girlfriend. What I like is a beautiful young man.
In fact, I was really fat before I met Li Jiyuan. Countless weight loss columns say that if you want to become thin, you should be with thin people and be influenced by them. But I tried many times and failed. Until the emergence of Li Jiyuan, I finally found the true meaning of weight loss.
He's the only one I've ever seen who can eat and rob me. I've never had enough to eat with him. After discovering the secret, I held back my disgust for him and repeatedly invited him to have dinner with me every day.
After enduring humiliation, Pangniu became a skinny beauty, and Li Jiyuan became a fat man. We also gradually changed from rice friends to close friends in laughing and scolding. We were inseparable from each other when we had dinner, studied by ourselves, went to the library and even went shopping.
But he wanted to tear up our long-standing friendship for a woman.
A close friend will become an underground affair
Zhang Lei, Department of political science and law, loves philosophy and classical music, and is a vegetarian.
It's a good time for me to pursue vegetarianism.
Sure enough, a month later, Li Jiyuan still looked at Zhang Lei silently and made no progress. Two months later, they finally made a qualitative leap - eating at the same table.
Soon after, there was such a rumor that Li Jiyuan not only abused his girlfriend and didn't give him food, but also cheated on her. In the eyes of s girl, Li Jiyuan has been crazy and angry. So he gave me an ultimatum not to appear with him in public.
In this way, I became his secret friend. It turned out that friendship would also have underground love.
Leaving Li Jiyuan's life was rich. Many boys began to ask me out. I suddenly had an infinite appetite. I gradually gained weight and looked very good. They said, look, leave the devil, your spring is coming again.
Where does spring come from? It's so cold this winter. I went to buy Scarves. There was only myself wrapped in various scarves in the mirror. No one winked behind me, made vicious comments or sincere praise, and I lost my aesthetic ability.
I went to the movies. No one on my left sighed with the plot. Only strangers were snoring. I held popcorn and couldn't hear the sad lines. I lost my hearing.
I ate in the restaurant. No one robbed me. I ate a lot. But after dieting for many years, I forgot the taste of food and couldn't distinguish the taste. I lost my sense of taste.
The end of the term is coming. I went to self-study. After passing the ladder classroom on the ground floor, Li Jiyuan and Zhang Lei sat together to solve problems, wearing the same gloves, holding the same cup and the same happy smile. I suddenly found that I had lost the bottom of my heart. At this moment, there was a trace of pain.
At the new year's ball, I was surprised to see Li Jiyuan, because he was a vegetarian. He lost so much weight and stood at the door of the auditorium with the smell of a beautiful young man. But I miss his former appearance. He is tall, handsome and always looks better in a suit than other boys. Of course, I never praised him. I just called him fat and ran into the auditorium with him.
When he and Zhang Lei danced affectionately on the dance floor, I sat at the table and tried to eat cake and drink. When I was full and ready to retreat, I had stomach cramps and could hardly move. I had to lean against the wall and call Li Jiyuan for help: 'my stomach hurts & hellip& hellip;'
'don't make trouble. This is my first new year with Lei Lei. ' He called me a prank and hung up quickly. I squatted slowly on the ground. Someone behind me stopped, seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then called me: 'Julie?'
With such a familiar voice, I immediately shrank into a ball like an electric shock, and thin sweat came out of my forehead. He picked me up, wrapped his coat tightly around me, pushed aside the crowded crowd and ran quickly in the boundless. In a trance, I heard him say, Julie, I miss you so much.
My tears finally fell down.
Ye Fan, you finally think of me.
I lost a warm heart
Ye Fan and I are the leaders of puppy love.
We have never been taboo. We often wear lovers' clothes and swagger around the school hand in hand. We are top students with excellent results but do not follow the rules. On the premise of not affecting our study, the teachers also turn a blind eye.
We had so many good times that I thought it could be a lifetime. But after entering different universities, everything has changed. Finally, he told me that he saw the girl before he knew that the world was too small.
After he said these words, I didn't say a word. I just turned off the phone and went on a journey the next day.
Meeting Li Jiyuan is a very magical event. During that trip, my mobile phone fell into the pool. I simply played and evaporated. I didn't give anyone news. Until October, I changed my new number and informed my old friends one by one.
Then came the overwhelming bombardment of telephone calls. In fact, they had been looking for me during my disappearance for half a year, and all these calls were received by Li Jiyuan. The unlucky guy bought my cancelled number and lived in the nightmare of endless harassment, questioning and even scolding by my friends.
That's how we met. He became the straw I firmly grasped after I was lovelorn. I devoted myself to losing weight and endless struggle with him. Whenever I saw him being bullied to speechless by me, I was inexplicably happy.
Li Jiyuan is different from me. He is not an idle bad student. He is the president of the student union and the main force of the school team. He has a lot of positive social activities to participate in. But after he met me, he was willing to accompany me to do all kinds of boring things. He ordered a lot of dishes, which I loved every time; When I am hungry and my stomach hurts, I will find that he secretly puts whole wheat bread in my backpack. At the new year's ball, he always tries his best to cooperate with my clumsy dance steps and is trampled to show his teeth & hellip& hellip;
I knew all this, but my heart was buried under the abyss and lost consciousness. I didn't feel pain until I saw his happy smile with Zhang Lei in the classroom.
I was shocked that what I lost was not only vision, hearing or taste, but a warm heart.
If you want me to leave, you don't have to push back to him
The appearance of Ye Fan was an accident. Lying in the hospital for a week, Ye Fan didn't leave. He helped me buy porridge, and very attentively squeezed the juice of fruits and vegetables and brought them to me.
'I've been looking for you.' Ye Fan sighed, 'later, I fell in love several times, but I found that I most want to go back to you and to the very small world where only we are.'
I didn't speak and closed my eyes. He came to me and warmed my cold right hand in the palm of his hand. A little warmth is not enough to warm the once cool heart. I gently pulled my hand back. I don't want to go back to that world, the world destroyed by leaf sail.
It was Li Jiyuan who came to pick me up from the hospital. He gently held me, put on his coat, and then stopped the car in the cold wind in a sweater. When he got on the bus, he said, 'I've sorted out all my notes for you. During this time, you have to eat well. Lei Lei said she would come to my apartment to cook delicious food for you every day.'
He sent me back to sleep with Zhang Ying. Zhang Lei walked among us, holding Li Jiyuan in his left hand and me in his right hand enthusiastically, asking me, 'what would you like to eat tomorrow? I'll do it for you. " She is a simple girl. She can't let go of her boyfriend's preference for sex over friends, which caused me to be hospitalized. She has to take care of me on her own.
My dormitory should be far away. Li Jiyuan and I walked alone for a short distance. We said goodbye in the dim light. As soon as we turned around, Li Jiyuan suddenly asked me, 'in fact, the first time you sent a message to me, did you want to know whether ye fan had looked for you?'
I looked back and wondered why he suddenly mentioned this.
'he always has, but I never told you.' Li Jiyuan said, with shame on his face, 'I'm sorry, I've made you unhappy for so long.'
In the 10 seconds he gazed at me, I wanted to say that the past had been washed away in that journey; I want to say thank you to him. He came to me and made me clear bit by bit. I want to say that I should apologize. I was too slow to push his sincerity away until I couldn't get it back. I also want to say, Li Jiyuan, let's start over.
But there are too many clues. I open my mouth and have thousands of words in my throat. I don't know where to start. He once gave me a lot of time, but now he only gives me 10 seconds. At the last second, in my sad expression, his eyes finally extinguished: 'I hope it's still time for you to start over.' He put on a smile and strode away.
But even if how eager you want me to leave, you don't have to push me back to another person.
What I fear most is that I have loved deeply
After the final exam, there will be a lively winter vacation. I packed my bags in the dormitory. There was a package sent by express. When I opened it, it was my favorite truffle chocolate ordered three months ago.
The suitcase couldn't fit, so I went to Li Jiyuan. It seemed that he had just sent Zhang Lei home. When he saw chocolate, he said, 'why, I'm afraid that getting fat will harm me again?'
'yes, please help me out.' I laughed and stuffed chocolate into his coat pocket.
'what time is the train tomorrow? I'll come and help you. I knew you were a big box of luggage every time. "
'no, Ye Fan will pick me up!' I waved my hand and smiled sweetly.
'oh.' Li Jiyuan was silent for a moment, but then he smiled again. The smile looked really happy, like unloading a heavy burden, 'have a good trip!'
But in fact, the next day, I moved the huge box to the railway station alone. After everything was settled, I was sweating.
I once walked out of the collapsed world step by step with the strength of Li Jiyuan. Now, I finally rely on myself to recover.
On the night Li Jiyuan sent me back to the dormitory, I didn't catch up when he strode away. I finally understood in his dark eyes that the 10 seconds were not given to me, but to himself. He wanted to use these 10 seconds to make sure that he was right to finally give up,