Yesterday, Claire, the second sister of Wenqing, published a long article "director Zhang Yang, I love you", which exploded her extramarital love with the famous director Zhang Yang (work "gangren Boqi"). The click through rate is over 100000 at one time. As expected, it's a woman with the highest love. So what's the article written? Let's take a look at it with the editor. It can be said that it's full of literary talent and has the flavor of female youth with literary seal.
On the afternoon of March 1, an article named "director Zhang Yang, I love you" was quickly swiped in the circle of friends and the reading volume quickly exceeded 10W +. The author of the article claims to be a post-90s girl, because the film gangren Boqi has become a fan of director Zhang Yang. This article is about 7000 words long. The girl tells the process of her acquaintance and love with director Zhang Yang. Although director Zhang Yang has a wife and children, the girl still says' I love you. '
Is the content of this girl's article telling the truth? Is it chasing the stars and becoming infatuated? Or is it something else? Let's see what the full text of this article has written.
Director Zhang Yang, I love you is as follows:
All changes in life, all charm, all beauty are made up of light and shadow. -- Leo Tolstoy, Anna & middot; Karenina
In this life, you are my Zhang Yang
'I love you, only you, can make me love you so. Without you, my life would not be complete. '
You know what? I didn't know who you were before the gunren bozzi movie. I haven't seen any of your films. For you, I'm a fake fan. In 2017, when your movie gangren Boqi was released, this movie shocked my heart and I found the source of hope for life. Since then, you have become one of my favorite directors. I'll go to see all the movies about you, and then I'll see the soul on the leather rope. Similarly, it has an infinite impact on me. At this time, my favorite directors are Ang Lee and Wei Desheng.
When did I only like you as a director? Then I have to go back to the moment when I met you in America.
All this has changed since I first saw you,
I will never be able to take you out of my life.
On November 2, 2017, I attended the China US film Summit Forum in the United States. When I saw your name in the forum, I was so excited that I could finally see you. That morning, when you appeared, I listened attentively to every word you said on the stage, because I trusted your understanding and attitude towards the profession so much. When you finish, I tell myself, be sure to know you. You go out, I catch up with you and tell you how much I like you. You look at me with confused eyes, but still agree to give me your wechat, but you still haven't added me, maybe you are busy. It's possible, not at all. Until lunch, in the big restaurant, I thought you would come, desperately looking for your trace, finally, you appeared at the last moment. I'm so happy.
My dining table is surrounded by girls, and there is just a vacancy beside your dining table. I'm a strong deer in my heart. Do I want to go to your side? To communicate with you again. I asked the little sisters around me. They said, if you like it, go ahead and seize the opportunity. So I rushed over and sat next to you. I want to talk to you, but I can't talk when I sit next to you. The only common topic I want to talk to you about is your faith. I asked you, do you believe in Buddhism? You said, I don't believe. At this moment, my head is about to explode. I can only answer 'Oh' quietly and eat lunch silently. After that, I no longer look for any topic. I felt embarrassed and told you I was leaving. At this time, you finally agreed to add my wechat.
After that, I believe,
My life and your life have an intersection.
I began to continue my story,
And you, temporarily hiding in my inner corner.
For life, life, I am not willing to be ordinary,
I'm still walking in America.
With wechat circle of friends, I know what's going on,
I'm always watching you.
However, our lives are always intertwined.
I went to Las Vegas,
And then you went to Las Vegas.
You went to New York,
And then I went to New York.
However, we didn't meet and communicate.
Only silent attention.
I care about you. I don't know if you care about me.
After meeting you back from America, my life has changed again, extremely strongly. I began to pay attention to the sun from the first day after I came back. I was happy and happy when I looked at them. So, I began to count 108 Buddha beads in my circle of friends again. This time, every morning, there are only pictures of the rising sun and a simple good morning sentence. There is no more inner entanglement and negative energy.
And after that, pay attention to your article that you are very sensitive to light, you love light, as if heaven let me inexplicably fall in love with everything you love. It turns out that I love you from something we fall in love with inadvertently.
It seems that,
The number of these 108 Buddha beads is exactly because of you.
Now,
I want to change back to the new beginning of our life.
From then on, every activity in your life always appears in front of my eyes. I think, I am following you so persistently, so that impulse in my heart is secretly generating strength, unstoppable strength. In my mind, there is always a picture of having sex with you. I can't stop my imagination of you. So I want to see you, I want to see you, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you.
About the 37th day of Buddha bead, I flew to Dali to see you make a film. The original intention was to visit classes and study. When I came to Dali on the first day, I flirted with you, let you accompany me to lunch, let you accompany me to Erhai Lake, you agreed. Until the beginning of filming, at about 4:00 p.m., when the sun is just in time, on a dead wood boat on the shore, you took photos for me. You think silently in the sun. I look at you at the end of the boat and take photos of you. This afternoon, I will accompany you to shoot silently and look at you quietly. This day, you finished shooting very early. We had dinner together. When we bought a bottle of wine, we went back to the Villa Inn to drink it and talk about the past. This night, we had a one night stand, I especially enjoy sex with you, it makes me full of passion and joy.
The same boat crossing built in one hundred years and sleeping together built in one thousand years.
I met each other for the first time in my life and entered the bow and the boat.
Do you join hands to jump down the river, stars and sea from the stern?
When I wake up at noon the next day, you deliberately avoid me. But I still firmly want to accompany you to shoot, this day, I came to Haizhi Park, waiting for you. This afternoon, I didn't say a word to you, I am quietly looking for my own play.
Another meaning of Haizhi Park,
Is it the end of the sea?
Tonight, I'm very happy to accompany you in your shooting. I saw you dancing with your body posture, following the rhythm and following the beat when you were shooting because of the music. I took a picture of your scene. I thought that I could see you as long as I wanted to. After the shooting, I accompanied you to walk on the path, the moon of this day, it is so bright, illuminating the way you and I walk. The Shanren band is small, playing quietly behind me. I quietly pull your hand and walk a dark road. That day, you told me that you could accompany me to visit Jizhao temple in the morning. I was so happy. When you sent me home that day, you asked me if I wanted to go to the ancient city? I said, you still have to edit, you have to accompany me the next morning, and you will have a good rest tonight. Tomorrow morning, I'll wait for you. You can say yes.
But the moon is full of ups and downs, people have ups and downs, it's hard to complete.
When the third morning comes, I'll take care of myself and wait for you. On the way to the temple, there was no car, we climbed all the way up, some tired, but silently accompanied. This morning, we sat in the teahouse of the temple and stayed quietly all morning. This afternoon, it's also our parting time. I know you promised me. See you in Beijing. So after that, I went back to Beijing, I will not contact you.
I asked: do you like me?
You say: Yes.
I asked: what do you like about me?
You say: character.
'what is missing?'
'the sun and the moon, the stars, the rain in the wilderness. '
'can you be specific?'
'mountains and rivers, rivers and lakes. '
'can you be more specific?'
'all things are you, there is no hiding. '
Because I know you will come, so I will wait.
Water, I'll wait for you in the water.
Fire, I am waiting for you in the ashes.
--Love Dialectics
Come on, I'm waiting for you.
If you don't come, I'm waiting for you in freedom.
-- Xiao Er Jie
When you came to Beijing, we met again. Every time we meet, we are always so sweet and happy. It seems that nothing in the world can affect the pure feelings between us. The communication between me and you is never a chat, but a thought and imagination. This beauty makes me full of confidence and interest in life.
I know, you are not married, but you have a wife and children. They are all the people you love. In fact, I am very sad, I want to forget you, want you to continue your complete family and life. However, I am selfish, because I can't do it. When I am selfish, I tell myself that since you love everything you love, if I really love you, then I should learn to love everything you love. Contains you love your wife and children and everything you like. However, I still can't be so inclusive. So, in the end, I can only let you go, let you return to your original peaceful and stable life. I've broken all contact with you. I think I'll forget you.
But in the course of forgetting you for a month, I still do my own things every day and live happily every day. At the same time, I am counting these 108 Buddha beads for you. The day I deleted you was the 88th Buddha bead I counted.
Every day in the normal life, there is always that you disturb my thoughts from time to time. In the process of trying to forget you, I try to tell myself that I can fall in love with other excellent boys. So I try to get along with the boy I once loved. When I am with him, I feel comfortable. When I try to hold his hand, it gives me warmth; when I try to hold his body, it gives me safety; when I try to kiss him, I can only kiss his mouth skin. My tongue, strong hiding. My body, strong resistance. You're all in my head. I can't have sex with him. Because no one but you can arouse my strong sexual desire. Even in front of other people, I have reached the state of sexual apathy.
On the sixth day of my trip, God gave me a test, that is, I met koa, an American boy, who was full of love