Huang Haibo: I don't want to act at all
The fifth floor of the shopping center is full of early education institutions, entertainment studio and Huang Haibo are waiting for his son's class. I've been afraid to take out anything that can take pictures.
When his wife Quzha appeared, I immediately stood up from the sofa and tried to keep in the couple's sight, even though they didn't deliberately look at me.
The children didn't care about the appearance of strangers. They just flipped selflessly on the sofa, while their parents discussed whether to go back to their own house or Grandpa's house next.
At that moment, I really understood what Huang Haibo said about the state of "ordinary people".
Huang Haibo's microblog profile reads: I want to be very inspirational and live the rest of my life.
About money
Before picking up the children, Huang Haibo had a sit down interview with the entertainment studio because director Liu Jiang said in an interview that Huang Haibo now lives on his father's pension, which made Huang Haibo hot search after fading out of the audience's vision.
In this interview, Huang Haibo not only responded positively to the statement of director Liu Jiang, but also had to answer the questions of Entertainment Management Studio about his economic situation, which is somewhat embarrassing for a former actor who has lost his acting career for half his life and a middle-aged man who has been unemployed for five years. He said, 'Why are you always holding on to & lsquo; Money & rsquo; What about you? "
Huang Haibo said:
According to the standard of being a middle-aged person over the age of 45, I'm in my early 40s. I'm a middle-aged and young man. I've been unemployed for five years. It must be a difficult day. The typical configuration is that there are four old people above and a small one below.
Every bit of your life tells you that the pressure has come when the child cries.
There was a house in the United States before. We haven't gone back for five years, and we won't go back. We've already disposed of it. The reason for getting rid of it is an extremely private matter within a family. I bought that house for my parents. How they deal with it is their business.
My financial situation is good. After all, I still have some savings. There was a bad situation last year. My father almost disappeared. The situation at home was extremely critical. Fortunately, I tried my best to protect my father. He just recovered and said these words to me when he was able to speak: salary, grandson.
I understand that you start to need to help them manage their lives.
My father has encephalitis caused by low immunity. I have to pay him. He is a retired soldier. For example, he is a cadre at the deputy division level. Now he has to raise 3000 yuan a month.
It's not a salary card, it's a passbook. I helped him get his salary, and then I helped him manage the cost of the money according to his instructions.
Basically, I will give him two or three thousand yuan in cash every month, and then spend it on his grandson, and then buy vegetables at home. My parents' annual property expenses, heating expenses and other expenses, in short, under his advice, you command and I work.
I think any family will have a reasonable arrangement for the financial expenditure of their family. Even a family with surplus money should be coordinated and reasonable and should not be wasted. What's more, in a situation like our family now, we should co-ordinate the money at home and spend it on the blade as much as possible.
I usually tell director Liu Jiang what I can't solve. I also told him when it was the most difficult last year. This brother loves me very much because he knows I can't act. This suffering is like being killed.
From the day I started to be an actor, basically all my energy was focused on acting. Suddenly, I couldn't do this. It's not so easy to go to any other industry to make a living.
I have also considered investing in some small amusement parks for catering and children, but do you know what 'sudden click' is? When this matter has been settled, the capital chain of some of your partners has been broken. Do you understand?
For example, we are optimistic about such a place. If the owner has an accident, it is not my bad luck, but the investment itself is risky. First, we don't understand this major. You can only play behind others. When others don't play, you quit.
My family can't afford any risks. For example, I deposited 200000 in the bank, and the interest rate decreased from 3% to 1%. I don't even want to bear it.
I have very low requirements for my own living standard. Basically, the things I use are still left behind. I haven't added any big things to myself in the past two years, but I think I can't do less for my parents' health and children's education, including some expenses on my wife.
This is also the responsibility of a man, the head of a family.
It's just a little hard now. It's okay.
I'm quite receptive to the status quo. I didn't take myself seriously. I'm just an ordinary person.
But now it has become more common people, just like most men. If there is a traffic jam, take the subway. If there are many people in the subway, I will resolutely share bicycles. If I don't share bicycles, I will start to keep fit and walk resolutely.
No longer an actor
Unexpectedly, 'acting' will become an untouchable minefield for Huang Haibo.
A year ago, Huang Haibo admitted in an interview that 'I really want to act again', but in this interview, as long as he was asked about the topic related to 'acting', Huang Haibo immediately stood up, avoided the place out of the lens, advised me not to ask again, 'I've tried, no, I can't talk'.
Even when the entertainment studio just asked him if it was possible to take some small commercial performances, he would interrupt the interview.
After such stress reactions occurred many times, Huang Haibo simply took off his glasses and said, 'I tell you now, I don't even think about acting. I don't think about it completely. I don't want to be an actor anymore.'
In 2016, the TV series "a desperate love" had the opportunity to remake. After two years of accident, Huang Haibo lost 23 kg in two and a half months, but the play still ended unharmed. After that, Huang Haibo once gained 178 kg.
Last year, Huang Haibo took part in a big production TV play for five minutes. But the broadcast of the play was quite bumpy. In the final film, Huang Haibo was changed. It seems that this attempt made him completely give up making a comeback. He even refused to talk about the play in the interview: 'they are all people who help me. What do you say I say?'
Huang Haibo is trying to open a new door.
Huang Haibo said:
That man is dead. Why do you always talk about him? He is a fool. There's nothing to talk about, except playing some children's plays, and then being good for nothing. Anyway, there's a waste snack. If there's anything to talk about, the first half of my life has long ended, and the watershed is over.
Now I try to wear a mask when I go out, but you just wear glasses and a hat. As long as you speak, others can recognize it from your voice.
Every time I was recognized, I felt very ashamed. They still treated me very warmly, said they liked watching my plays and loved my works in those years. I feel very guilty in my heart. I especially want to have better works, come out again and dedicate them to them.
But I can only wait. I don't know when, so I say I really owe a lot of heart debt. So the more I should strive hard, build myself well, and return to everyone one day, so that they don't feel waiting in vain.
Before, all my efforts were focused on the creation of performing arts, so I didn't have time to take care of others. But if you want to make a new start and do something else, you need a slow accumulation and a learning process.
Every other line is like a mountain. For example, in recent years, I have come into contact with screenwriting. Screenwriting is a very boring job, a job of dialogue with my heart. Screenwriters should not be fragile. They should change them over and over again, overthrow them again and again, and deny them again and again.
You talk about director. Director is a job with professional technology and overall planning in all aspects. It should understand all industries.
Since last year, I started to focus on my own project in the company (Xitian).
I have my own office in Xitian. I don't get a monthly salary and take projects. For example, I can work with my director's deposit. If I can sign, I can sign. If I can't sign, I won't sign. Basically, I'll talk about our actors and acting scripts. I'm responsible for helping you read the scripts.
What artists, works and traffic are far away from me now. To put it bluntly, I just think, first, I want to support my family; The second and most important thing is that we can't admit defeat in this life. That's no good. We must never admit defeat. This will to fight must be there. You still have to charge for life, and try to realize your value.
Now, I'm really trying to find the door to my future. I found the door, opened it, and it might suddenly open. I'm still looking for it.
The entertainment studio offered to follow him to pick up children, exercise and read the script at a meeting, but he refused one by one, 'it's too deliberate, I'm just an ordinary person'.
Later, it was almost time for school. Huang Haibo agreed to take me, but only if he could not shoot the children. Along the way, Huang Haibo analyzed the current situation of the industry with me. He said that the industry returned to the market dominated by 30-50 million small-cost investment ten years ago. He also shared some ways of health preservation with me and advised me not to stay up late and consume yourself when the manuscript can't be written, 'sleep and wake up and have everything'.
Entertainment studio casually took some scenes of Huang Haibo taking the subway. No one thought there was anything unusual in the crowded Beijing subway.
While waiting for his son to finish school, Huang Haibo told the entertainment studio that he had reported many classes for his children, such as English, Kung Fu and roller skating. 'he had to report so many classes for his son. His grandfather's life was semi self-care and he didn't have more energy to give him. Sometimes his skateboard was far away and his mother chased him for a long time'.
His look complements his stormsuit, which is the appearance of most middle-aged men running around in the city.
Huang Haibo said:
From the moment I became a father, my original life was really over. Now I have two most important roles. I want to play my husband and father all my life. In addition, I want to play my son and son-in-law well.
Every morning, I send my son to the kindergarten, and then come back to stay in the hospital with my father for a while. If the sun is good, I will stay in the sun with him. After breakfast, if you come to the company, you can drive if you like. Sometimes you're still willing to take the subway.
Our company will move soon, either at the end of this month or at the beginning of next month. Then when we move home, it will be closer to our house. I don't have to take the subway, so I can walk there.
I'm not a boy in my twenties. I'm starting to exercise now. This is what I can do for myself.
In addition to making the body really good, fitness will also secrete dopamine, happy substances, right? Anyway, I'm very happy, very happy, very relaxed, and my sleep will get better.
To be honest,