Director Yang and I will choose the most important part of the breast surgery, which is 250 grams, I said to my reporter friend Jiang Yue, "tomorrow I will have an operation. After anesthesia, I won't know anything. Please help me to have a look at it with a man's eyes. Is it better to use 200 grams or 250 grams?" Jiang Yue said, "of course, 250 grams is good!"
The next day, I had breast augmentation surgery. The reporters who followed me all put on white coats. In order to get the effect, some lights were added in the operating room, which was very bright. The operation process was very smooth. After the silicone prosthesis was completed, I was sent to the ward. The next day, I stood in front of the mirror to observe myself and found that the curve of my chest had changed. I was one step closer to a woman
The second part of the operation is to remove the hair and the laryngeal node. Although I took anesthetic to remove the cartilage of the laryngeal node, I was still awake. Because there was a slight error in this operation, my voice would be affected in the future. Therefore, the doctor asked me to make a sound while doing the operation, until the two pieces of cartilage were successfully cut off. My laryngeal junction was flat, eliminating the male characteristics
The following is the most painful operation. In order to get rid of the hair completely, the hair follicles in the cells must be destroyed. To remove the beard on the mouth, the skin should be turned over from the mouth line, and then the hair follicles should be removed one by one. However, the doctor said, "I can't give you an anesthetic today. If you take a dozen of anesthetic, your lips will swell, which will affect the stitches and cause the stitches to be crooked." I said, "then don't use anesthetic."
At the beginning of the operation, the skin turned over for a moment, and the pain was deep in your bone marrow. Finally, 30 stitches were sutured. The first few stitches were still very painful. After several dozens of stitches, I didn't feel any pain. A photographer at that time fainted. My friends gently touched my hand to convey their comfort. During the operation, I didn't cry, After the operation, my friends said, "Venus, you are even more powerful than sister Jiang!" at that time, I was completely a kind of idea: if you want to become a woman, you must pass this test. I must survive
Director Yang was very attentive and meticulous when she operated on me. A nurse said to me, "director Yang is going to operate on you. Every stitch is like embroidery." yes, she did the operation for nearly four or five hours after the original two-hour operation
During the operation, I shed tears. It was not painful tears, but the tears when the nurse casually handed the blunt scissors to Director Yang. I was sober. During the operation, two nurses were chatting. When director Yang asked them for scissors, they handed a blunt pair of scissors to Director Yang. Director Yang said angrily, "such blunt scissors, How can I use it? "Our nurse is so unprofessional. I feel sad for it! This is the real reason why I cry
The first two parts of the operation were very successful. When preparing for the third operation, director Yang hesitated. Director Yang said, "Venus, are you going to continue?" I said, "director Yang, what do you mean?" director Yang said, "look, you've finished your chest, and you don't have any beard and larynx. From the appearance, you're a woman. You usually wear women's clothes, and others don't know, "That's it!" I said, "director Yang, you're joking! What's the matter? It's true that men are not men, women are not women! I'm not a Thai Banshee!"
Director Yang said: 'you should think carefully.' I said, 'I've thought it over and over.'I've done director Yang's work repeatedly to increase her confidence. Director Yang had a newly born bisexual operation before, but I never had sex change surgery like mine. I brought back a relatively advanced surgical plan from Belgium, Discuss with Director Yang. I said, "my physiological condition is different from that of foreigners."
Therefore, director Yang and his colleagues worked out a new operation plan based on my physiological conditions. All the doctors in the hospital got together to study this new topic
April 5, Tomb Sweeping Day. No one had surgery on that day, saying it was unlucky. I said, 'they think it's unlucky. I'll have the operation.' the nurse said, 'Venus, you should know that April 5 is Tomb Sweeping Day.' I said, 'what's the Qingming Festival afraid of? Qingming Festival, clear away the excess! It's a good omen to have an operation on Qingming Day.'
The day before the operation, director Yang gave me an examination and said, "how sure are you?" I said, '50%.' director Yang asked: what about the other 50%? I said, 'I'll give it to God. I'll deal with me as God should.'
Director Yang shook her head. She saw that I was so determined and sober that she had no hesitation
However, in the future, the doctor will take the responsibility. I will take responsibility for the accident before and after the operation
I entered the operating room at 9:00 a.m. under general anesthesia, and the whole operation lasted 16 hours. Among them, I had a massive hemorrhage for four hours. I couldn't find the blood source, and the blood was pouring out. I had to keep blood transfusion. This really happened. Director Yang worked hard, and she knelt for more than ten hours. The operation was very successful in the end, There was a very big medical accident. I was sitting on the shelf where the baby was born. During the operation, they didn't lock the shelf of my left leg. The shelf ran off and slipped onto the muscle of my leg, blocking the downward flow of blood. The blood was not circulating, and the muscle was highly spasmodic. My leg was covered, but the nurse didn't check whether the temperature of my leg was normal for 16 hours, My leg was broken. 16 hours later, I was still in the operating room for observation. When I woke up, my left leg was swollen more than the thigh, and the five toenail caps had turned into five small spots, deep in the swelling flesh
Since then, my left leg has been numb for two years. My first thought is, 'I'm going to jump out of a building.' I didn't think about how painful my wound was. I just wanted my leg to be destroyed. But I couldn't move. I was tied up and couldn't get up. After the observation period, I was sent back to my room, Looking at my leg, I asked the doctor, "what's wrong with my leg?" the doctors examined it and found it was a medical accident
The next day, my leg was swollen like a mirror, and the skin was swollen brightly. If I pricked it with a needle, I would have a feeling of bursting out. Director Yang called the doctors from the Department of Neurology and sports for consultation, and then went to the next office for a meeting. My mother also attended the meeting. Diagnosis: all the nerves from the calf muscles to the fingertips of the feet were necrotic, and it was difficult to recover. Even if I recovered, I was still a lame person
After hearing the diagnosis, her mother cried like tears. She cried and said, "it's just that Venus can't dance well. She dances so well. Dancing is her life. How can she bear such a blow?"
Director Yang felt very guilty about the unfortunate medical accident, and said, "I did it! I did it! I ruined an excellent dancer!" in fact, it was not director Yang's responsibility, it was the nurse's responsibility. I lay in bed and could hear the voice of the meeting next door. I thought: why is this? Is my choice wrong? No, if the choice is wrong, The following operations should cause some trouble. But the following operations are very successful. Why is my leg like this? Don't you let me dance? No, maybe it's a lot of good things. Maybe God is testing me to see if I can stand up
At this time, many friends came to see me. They all heard that my leg was broken and a serious medical accident had destroyed a dancer. In a week, director Yang lost seven or eight pounds. She brought me food from home every day, and she always apologized and felt guilty. I can't see that although it's not director Yang's responsibility, director Yang is in charge of this operation, The responsibility of the hospital is her responsibility. I hold the injustice for director Yang. The unsound medical system hurt us. I know the attitude of the nurses during the operation. The responsibility should be attributed to the nurses
My best sister in New York, Wang Yanyan, came back. She came to see me in the hospital. As soon as she entered the hospital, she saw the scene in front of her. Her tears burst out. Wang Yanyan said, "Venus, what's the matter with you?"
My body condition after the operation was really weak. I had a lot of bleeding, and my weight was reduced from 120 kg to 96 kg. When I was lying on the bed, I was thin and the quilt was flat on my body. Wang Yanyan looked at my legs, called all the doctors and said in a loud voice, "do you know? You ruined a talent for dancing!" the doctor explained, but Wang did not listen, She said she would take a lawsuit! You have to pay compensation! Wang Yanyan called back to Beijing and spent money to invite her best lawyer friend from the United States. I advised Wang Yanyan: "don't take a lawsuit. This is not the responsibility of director Yang." Wang Yanyan said, "Venus, you are disabled and can't dance. If you don't take a lawsuit, you will never be balanced in your heart for the rest of your life, There will be some money in the future, so you can rely on it for the rest of your life. '
I said, "OK, let's take a lawsuit!" my leg lawsuit is to compensate 10 million yuan. Think about it, 10 million yuan is not enough to sell the whole hospital. How could it be possible to compensate 10 million yuan? If the lawsuit started, director Yang's title of doctoral master, postdoctoral tutor, and all honors would be lost. Therefore, I was particularly hesitant to take a lawsuit, I'm really out of balance. I'm sorry for Professor Yang. Because it's not Professor Yang's responsibility
In this process, I experienced half a month of thinking. At that time, I had been lying in bed suffering. My leg was very painful, and the pain was like tens of millions of needles sticking into my calf. I had to ask the nurse to give me dolantin to relieve the pain. After taking dolantin, I could sleep for one day. I played for two days. On the third day, when I asked to continue playing, the nurse refused my request
The nurse said, "if you continue to play dolantin every day, you will become addicted."
I couldn't help the pain and asked the nurse to give me another injection
The nurse said, "OK, I'll give you another injection."
This time, the nurse was lying to me. She gave me an injection of distilled water. Because of the psychological effect, I felt much more comfortable at that time, and I fell asleep slowly
Later, the nurse cheated me with distilled water every day, but I was still in the dark, thinking it was dolantin
One day, I looked at my left foot and sighed in my heart. I asked myself: why? Why is this? Is it really the end? I