Feeling of reading and living

Fangshan middle school li Jiaxing Fugui is a young master of a rich family. He just wants him to be rich. But in his early years, he won less and lost more, and lost his fortune. Fugui's father was "blown down" when he went to the toilet. The family was in great distress. At this time, Fugui's mother was also ill. When Fugui went to the city to buy medicine for his mother, he was forced to join the army by the Kuomintang, and he passed death repeatedly in the trenches. Finally, the liberation of the day, rich and noble can be reunited with their families, but the mother has died, Fengxia also lost her voice in a pain. Soon, Youqing also took his life when he donated blood for the village head's woman, which was undoubtedly worse for the poor family. Perhaps, fate is playing a trick on wealth. Fengxia, Jiazhen, Erxi and kugen also catch the "train back to the west" in the same place at different times. All the relatives who can leave have left; all the pain that can be felt; all the things that can be experienced have been experienced, and the only thing left is the old cattle and the memories of the past, and it seems that there is still a belief in living. Under the background of the end of feudal society, a farmer who "faces the Loess and faces the sky, works at sunrise and stops at sunset" lives an extraordinary life in ordinary days. Although the ancients said "contented people are always happy." But no matter how contented people are, they will not be happy when they lose their relatives. In the face of such trauma, the rich and noble did not choose to finish everything, nor did they choose to degenerate... There are a thousand reasons to let their relatives leave the rich and noble, but there is one reason to keep their relatives, which is the love of the rich and noble for their relatives. If there is a God, he is fair to everyone. The most precious present in his life is present. Since Fugui's only reason can't stop his relatives from leaving, what he can do is to enjoy the present and live If we say that Fugui's family's experience is only the epitome of all living beings, Fugui's experience is the fragment in the epitome; if we say that the road of life is bumpy, Fugui's life is bumpy; if we say that people are happy, angry, sad, old and dead, Fugui's attitude is to cry in the way of laughter and live with death. We always think that what we have got is our own. Once we lose it, we feel that we have suffered a loss. In fact, everything changes. No one can really possess it. To get everything means to lose everything. It's better to take it for granted that you can face death more calmly. On the other hand, for a receptive mind, no one will really lose. Fengxia, Jiazhen, you Qing, did they really leave Fugui? No, never! We can't judge whether a person is alive or not from the perspective of rationality. I admit that Fengxia, Jiazhen, Youqing's body has been buried in the ground. Fugui also experienced human tragedies: losing his father in his early years, losing his son in his middle age, and losing his wife in his later years. From the romantic to the sunset, heartbroken people are at the end of the world. Fugui lives under such pressure. He no longer lives for money, no longer for food, only for a spiritual sustenance. Fengxia, Jiazhen, Youqing, their love is deep; their missing is continuous; their soul is alive. Destiny can not be changed, but what can be changed is the understanding of destiny. Fate will not always be attached to Fugui, let him plain sailing or full of thorns, as overlooking the distance alive. People live to live, not to live for anything else. The end of life is death and nothingness. At the end, we can't find the meaning of life, so we have to say "the meaning lies in the process". However, when the process betrays us, we turn our eyes to the end, comfort ourselves and say, "since the meaning of life is the same, why pursue the process?" After all, living is the best dream of life. When we wake up, can we say that we have a dream of success or failure? We can only say that in our dreams we have neither lost nor gained anything. In fact, it's the same with living... [1] [2]