Even in the love of wishful thinking, there will still be wishful thinking.
I often think that after a fierce quarrel and breaking up, that person will still be reluctant to leave me. In the dead of night, he would still quietly come to see me, waiting for the whole night under the window of my residence, just to see if there is an evening light in my house, just to see my silhouette in front of the window.
Unfortunately, when I got up in the middle of the night and went to the window full of hope to look down, I never found the familiar figure I expected.
I will never know whether it is my wishful thinking or whether he has been here, but I didn't see him.
Sometimes, after a quarrel, he doesn't call, not one day, two days, but three days. At this time, I would think wishfully:
'he's afraid I'm still angry and wants me to calm down. '
Women's wishful thinking is always related to love. We tell ourselves wishful thinking:
'I'm the woman he loves most in his life'
'he's the best to me'
'he said he would never leave me, he said he would do it.'
What is man's wishful thinking?
Could it be these:
'I'm the one she adores the most.'
'she can't live without me. '
'I'm not her first man, but I'm sure I'm the one who made him most ecstatic.'
There are many cheaters in the world. However. People often cheat themselves more than others,
Some self deception is bitter, but some self deception is sweet. For example, the wishful thinking in the two wishful thinking, the fantasy of waiting for the night, the happiness of being worshipped. It's these wishful thinking days dotted with wishful thinking. My wishful love, love a mess, 2000 words at that time, just good, you like me, I also like you. In the end, however, we were not together.
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Early spring season, our first encounter, you do not know me, I do not know you. Sunny I almost can't see your face, in this way, we pass in the crack of the sun. Later, we never saw each other again. Gradually, I forget you in that warm afternoon.
It may have been a long time since we met for the second time. I don't remember where it was, who there were, what the situation was, and whether we had spoken. The memory is fuzzy. It feels like the second time we haven't seen it at all. We are two strangers who have nothing to do with each other. We don't know what makes us connect with each other.
I'm a loner. I don't deal with boys very much. I don't know how many days it took us to get to know each other. Let's call each other friends. I think about that long enough for two people to talk about a long-term relationship. You are you, I am me, we are only linked because of the word "friend". Once you turn around, you may forget.
I like a boy, but he doesn't like me. Once, because of him, I cried so sad. Passing by the windowsill of you, see such me, all of a sudden understand is how one thing. As a friend, you kindly comfort me, don't be so persistent, cry for a person who shouldn't love. But I said stubbornly that I didn't cry, and then quickly wiped the tears on my face with my sleeve. You have no choice but to smile and shake your head. Unexpectedly, there is something urgent at the moment. You pause, open your mouth to say something and leave in a hurry. I see you want to talk and stop. In fact, you know everything. I know what you want to say. I was so moved at that moment. In a moment, you really came into my life. I just started to pay attention to you, only occasionally.
I don't know if it's because of that, we meet more and more, say hello, say a few words, make a joke. However, there is another possibility that we often met before, but we didn't say hello. Fortunately, our relationship is getting closer and closer. Not deliberately close, is a natural tacit understanding. and that.
Since then, we have come into contact with more and more people. Of course, it's also because of him. I always like to tell you something about me and him in front of you, happy, sad, funny, embarrassing. He said a few more words to me today, he finally laughed at me today, and so on. I talked about me and him happily, and you listened to me quietly with a smile. He told which girl to laugh, I was jealous of sad, one by one to tell you that he made me unhappy. You always say I'm stupid, but don't say much, and then tell jokes to make me happy. And I, always can't help laughing, who let me laugh so low!
Every time I see you, I always smile and greet each other. I really envy you, can be so happy to live their own life. It was not until a long time later that I found out unexpectedly that you are not really happy, your happiness is just your protective color. I always thought that you were a lucky man, but I never thought that your experience was worse than mine. But you didn't cry. I can't imagine, so many sad days, you are how to survive a second, think terrible. I began to feel sorry for you, from the bottom of my heart. When I think of the suffering you have experienced, I feel my heart aches abruptly. From time to time, I will tell you some funny jokes to make you happy, just like you make me laugh. I don't know if you really smile after listening to the joke I told you, or your smile just soothes me.
Day by day, we have known each other for a long time. I think you know me better than other friends. Sometimes, from my words, you can guess what I want to say, and accurate. I'm never tired of communicating with you. I don't need to explain too much. Almost at the same time, I also found your deepest secret. In this way, we became friends who talked about everything. Don't often contact, don't often meet, but can each other easily heart to heart, and no obstacles. Time keeps blocking our friendship, so does distance. Do you think we look familiar that year?
Forget when, I like that he, suddenly said to me: 'you are black, fat and ugly, how can I like you? 'I remember clearly that I ran to you crying all the way and told you what he told me. You patiently said to me: 'you are not ugly at all. Who said you were ugly? It was his nonsense. 'I looked up at my tearful face and said:' I'm ugly, otherwise he wouldn't like me. 'later, I jokingly asked you if I was really ugly. You told me not to make a scene. It sounded so sweet. You pretend to be angry and say: 'if you talk nonsense again, I will ignore you! 'when I heard that, I did not make any noise.
I wrote him a lot of love letters, but he still didn't like me. You jokingly said, when also write a love letter to me, let me also happy. I extremely laughed back: "I will not write to you! Just daydream! ha-ha! 'you replied bitterly:' why am I so unlucky! Well. 'I laugh, then you laugh, and finally we laugh together.
One winter, I was very thin. When I saw you, I was too cold. You use your warm hands, holding my cold hands, warm me all winter. Pro respectively, you come to me, raised his hand gently touch my head, said with a smile let me send you, I obediently nodded. Follow behind you, silently watching your back go far, until no longer see. At night, when I think about the day, I always feel different. This is what I want. Touch my head and coax me. For a moment, I thought we would live like that all our lives. Or maybe, it's just my illusion for a moment! I try not to think too much.
Then one day, when I checked my mobile phone, I found that there was only one person in my SMS inboxes and outbox, and I was stunned when I was in a bad mood and thought of the same person. If there are any words blocked in the chest, it is hard to open love in the heart. Even when you talk to other girls, or even just mention which girl, I find that I am jealous. That kind of feeling is much more sad than lovelorn. If you want me to be obedient, I will be obedient. Why do you still treat others well? You said that if you can eat my cooking every day, even if it's just a simple meal, and then sit in the living room with you and watch TV, you will feel very happy. Is it from here that I began to rely on you. Imagine being able to lean on your arms, then you touch my head, coax me, and I fall asleep happily. How can I give up, how can I let your hope fail?
Before, I never learned to refuse. But finally wait until you tell me that time, I did not hesitate to refuse. I don't know why. I'm just afraid of losing you. There is a saying that friends are more determined than lovers. I believe it. I have said to you, between friendship and love, I chose friendship, you said you are also.
Unfortunately, I fell in love with two people at the same time. Logically speaking, I should choose the second one. If I really like the first one, I won't like the second one. But I still choose the first one, so it's a person's wishful love in a mess. Why did you say that I should have chosen the first one after I confessed to you, because the second one had already fallen in love with another girl. But you know I'm jealous of her. Why do you say that? You lie, you cheat me, you are intentional, even if I know what you say is not true, but I still silently choose to believe everything you say, even if it sounds so false. I can't explain. I trust you so much. I listen to you. But, why, just a few days, your heart changed others? How can you give up, how can you make me sad?
I don't know what else to say. Let time tell the truth! If time could turn back, I think I would be desperate. He's very naive and can play tricks on people.
At that time, just fine, you like me, I like you, but in the end we were not together. Just, wishful thinking 150 words I love you, no matter how the world. I love you forever. Let time fly, let the sun and the moon pass, let the wind and rain blow. Just don't let me wait too long, although the longer the more fragrant. Don't always think about him, in his heart you really don't deserve. Don't always think about him. No matter how tired he is, he won't care. Don't always think about him, even if you pay more, he won't cry. Don't always pay attention to him, he doesn't know what kind of alternative you have been. Don't always pester him, he will say you are not tired, I am still tired. Don't always estimate your position in his heart. I don't know how many tears I shed. In his eyes, you are just a toy. When you are happy, you can take it out to play. When you are in a bad mood, you will be kicked aside and angry. You are just like a dog. No matter how he is, you will always be loyal