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The most beautiful news person in the world: 18-year-old cancer girl's way to death on microblog

For all people, maybe cancer is a term that turns pale. However, for Zheng Qining, 18, although she is afraid of cancer, she shows her passion for the end of her life in the way of live microblog. With such a calm and optimistic attitude, more people can see the hope. For such a positive social energy, we should learn from it Xi! .

'on May 17, 2014, today is my last chemotherapy. My mother decided to give up, so I don't blame her. I don't understand why I gave up so easily. If I don't try, how can I know that there is no other way? I don't want to die. I'm still young. Considering the economic conditions at home, there is still a bad effect, I have a little understanding & hellip; & hellip; Since January this year, as long as the physical conditions allow, even at the most painful time of chemotherapy, Zheng Qining, the most beautiful cancer girl, will publish a micro blog to record her every bit of her fight against lymphoid cancer. Although only more than 30 articles have been published so far, the beauty and purity of the 18-year-old girl, as well as her calmness in the face of death, make every netizen who cares about her cry.

Zheng Qining is only 18 years old. She is an ordinary girl in Tuozi village, Hujia Town, Panshan County, Panjin City. In December last year, she was found to have advanced lymphoid cancer, and her condition was extremely serious. After 5 stages of chemotherapy in Panjin Central Hospital, she finally gave up chemotherapy and returned to her home in the countryside. Xiaoning, who is beautiful and sensible, sees that her family has already treated her. She has borrowed more than 60000 yuan from her relatives. Her parents are farmers, and they live by planting rice. 60000 yuan is astronomical.

Her pure and beautiful appearance and calm attitude towards death have been affectionately regarded as the "most beautiful cancer girl" by netizens. She dreams of going to college when she is well and taking wedding photos in her wedding dress. At present, the only way for Xiaoning to relieve his pain is to record his feelings through microblog and QQ and vent his pain. Xiaoning was a sensible child since childhood. After graduating from middle school, she was admitted to Yingkou health school. She expected to become an angel in white after graduation. But just to Yingkou school soon, was found suffering from tuberculosis, because it is an infectious disease, Xiaoning suspended school to go home. Recuperation is a year. In order to make money to support the family, Xiaoning, who is less than 18 years old, came to work in a chemical enterprise in Panshan county.

Xiaoning told reporters that her job is to cut the long plastic pipe into sections of products. The plastic pipe emits a pungent smell, but for a monthly salary of 1700 yuan, Xiaoning still sticks to it. However, two months later, Xiaoning's body changed. Her nose was bleeding and her ears grew a big lump. She didn't have the strength to do it any more. Xiaoning went back home to recuperate. With the growing lump under the neck, Xiaoning's mother still raised money to take Xiaoning to a large hospital in Shenyang for examination. The results made everyone dumbfounded, not only Hodgkin's lymphoma, but also advanced stage.

In order to save money, Xiaoning went back to Panjin Central Hospital for chemotherapy after the first stage chemotherapy in Shenyang. After the fifth stage chemotherapy, Xiaoning's family had a foreign debt of 60000 yuan. One night, Xiao Ning's mother told her, "don't hate me, son.". Xiao Ning said that her mother also said this sentence with tears in her eyes. Xiaoning did not ask, she knew that the family gave up treatment, although giving up treatment means losing the chance of survival. Xiao Ning calmly told reporters that the 5-stage chemotherapy, although the hair was all lost, but the body's lymph mass did not reduce at all, after the end of chemotherapy, there was radiotherapy, so no 100000 yuan, I'm afraid not enough. Xiaoning didn't complain. She knew that the family had done her best. The money for seeing a doctor was borrowed from the third aunt's house. There was a younger brother in the family. In order to make money, her father also worked in odd jobs all year round.

'on March 17, 2014, I had chemotherapy again, and I was still in the same pain. Today, a patient died in the hospital and died of heart failure. I was afraid that I would have such a day. Listening to the cry of my family members, my heart was broken. Why did I suffer so much pain and still die? I wonder if I would have the same outcome as him & hellip; & hellip; "On May 4, 2014, I found a lot of swollen lymph nodes in my body today. I really don't know how to do well. Why have I suffered so much and still can't get the desired result? I just want to live, but it's so difficult. What did I do wrong? I'm afraid I'll die like this. I just want to live well. Why is it so difficult? "

Since this year, Xiaoning began to use microblog to record her illness and mood. Her beautiful and pure appearance and calm attitude towards death have made netizens gradually know this 18-year-old girl with lymphatic cancer. Netizens affectionately call her 'the most beautiful cancer girl'. Netizens leave messages to her every day, fearing that Xiaoning will give up her life. In fact, Xiaoning was taught by a netizen on her microblog. The netizen named Popeye was surprised to see Xiaoning staying at home every day. After understanding, she knew that Xiaoning was suffering from lymphatic cancer. Since then, the netizen not only helped Xiaoning find a cure, but also encouraged Xiaoning not to give up her life.