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Free as a dream

Suddenly, I gradually get tired of such days: going out early and returning late every day, staring at the computer in a daze, feeling in a trance and at a loss every day, losing my direction and being desolate every day. When I saw a bird flying across the earth, I wanted to fly freely like a bird, but I didn't know the joy of a bird. I would rather be ordinary than have everything. With you in my heart, it is still heaven.

I often listen to a love song and hear sadness. I will vaguely think of those years when I sang with my friends. At that time, we were young, and the world could be leveled by us no matter how big it was. Whenever I see my long lost friends online, I can't help saying hello to them. Sometimes it's just an expression, sometimes it's just a symbol, sometimes it's just a sentence. I haven't seen the dawn sky for a long time. The thin colored clouds are flying and disorderly all over the sky, like a drunken tango. I know my heart is ready to move again.

After 80, we have begun to stand on the tail of 20 years old and stand in the face of 30. How many people can hold their heads high and swear that we are still young? Yes, youth is capital. In the face of the sudden rise of the post-90s, are we still young after the 1980s? One day, I found out that we, the post-80s generation, are already old. We are no longer frivolous, we are no longer natural and unrestrained, we are no longer magnanimous, we no longer smile, we have some pressure on life, we have some fear of marriage, we have some disappointment in the future, and we have some deterrence from difficulties.

In the face of everything, we have thought deeply, and there are no fairy tales in our hearts. We wasted too much youth. It was such a self righteous and embarrassing youth. There are laughter and tears; There is vitality and decadence; Sweet and absurd; Confident and confused. We are sensitive, we are paranoid, we stubbornly pretend to be strong; We easily hurt others, but also easily hurt by others.

We pursue decadent happiness and revel in the beauty of loneliness; We firmly believe that we are different and that the world will change because of me; We wake up. In fact, we are no longer young, and our future may no longer be infinite. In fact, why was it infinite? It turns out that we are all old after the 1980s, but we have been unwilling to serve the old. Today is different from yesterday precisely because the feeling of yesterday is still in my heart.

Recently, the entertainment industry is very lively. As passers-by, we are just onlookers. In fact, God horses are floating clouds, and the years that can be held in hand are worth cherishing. It's better to retreat and form a net than to admire fish. For me, getting married is a matter of time. It's just that I haven't thought about getting married yet. In this warm spring season, love is always delayed.

When I wrote here, I suddenly received a message from a long lost friend. I almost burst into tears and immediately replied: 'I want to cry & hellip& hellip;'' What's the matter? ' In fact, no reason, I just suddenly miss you, miss the past, miss those carefree days & hellip& hellip;