Yesterday (May 8), I accidentally turned over the TV program and saw a program on Phoenix Station, which is an album commemorating the 15th anniversary of Teng Lijun's death. Our generation has a hard feelings for Teresa Teng, so we put down the things at hand and read them quietly. I remember that the first time I listened to Teng Lijun's song was in 1979 or 1980. At that time, people on the mainland, even as young as us, were still dusty and struggling with ideology. Suddenly, in the evening after the rain, Teresa Teng's song, which was as soft as water and grass, floated out of a street corner. You quietly stopped and listened. The long and quiet voice gently scratched across your gravel heart, and crystal tears were leached from the shallow scratches -- this is the first time you were touched by the sadness of a teenager aroused by this song, Life presents you with a glimpse of beauty. Therefore, you accepted the first aesthetic education course in your life and will never forget it.
From the TV program, I know for the first time that Teresa Teng originally grew up among chaimen and Caohu households. Her father was a junior officer who retreated from the mainland, and her mother was a hard-working housewife. She spent her childhood in poverty. I heard about Teresa Teng's involvement with the Taiwan military in the past. Now I know that this is the origin of "birth". Teng Lijun's singing is a faint resentment, shallow hatred and quiet narration. This is a traditional aesthetic preference that has been continuously inherited since the book of songs, through the Yuefu of the Han Dynasty, through the Huajian Ci and Yuan Sanqu of the Tang and Song Dynasties, and even the Peking Opera of the Republic of China. Her military background adds a bit of "persistence" and "tenacity" to her art, and also adds a bit of "charm" and "charm" to her life. Teng Lijun's sad but not sad voice and her personal true character have long a unique poetic style and rhyme, which deeply contains the national aesthetic interest, which is one of the reasons why her songs are enduring.
Teresa Teng's life experience is an integral part of her singing. She is noble and lonely, she is pure and lonely, she is prosperous and ethereal. She yearns for marriage, but such a small relationship has not been realized. She once thought of Shanghai and appreciated the fleeting years in her song, but she didn't achieve her wish in the end because of the entanglement of real personnel and so on. In fact, it is precisely because she did not fall into the pattern of marriage and did not accommodate herself to the customs and return to the mainland, which inadvertently achieved her persistent and beautiful artistic life - her life is like her singing, maintaining her unique character of transcending the customs. In her last few years, she lingered in Paris, the fashion capital, and lived a luxurious, warm and lonely retirement life. Teresa Teng's accidental death fixed her singing and life at an eternal peak, which was unmatched in beauty and sadness. It was God's cruel arrangement for art!
Last night, I had a clear dream that I was at a relative's funeral. When I wake up in the middle of the night and face the four walls, I suddenly feel the emptiness and desolation of life. Everyone will walk through the narrow door of death lonely and never look back. If 1000 years later, our former passers-by has withered, and our names and bodies have not entered the weeds, what a strange world of red dust! In the evening after the rain, suddenly, Teresa Teng's delicate singing like water and grass floated out of the quiet corner, oh! Who will stop quietly and listen carefully at night? The sadness passing through 1000 years of time and space will pass gently in the heart of a young man, presenting him with the beauty of a glimpse like first love! What a sad story this is. I hope it can happen as scheduled, even though I can't 'show up' as scheduled（ (signed)