This is a story about us.
That was the first time I saw a mosquito. The white shirt didn't look like it was worn on her. It looked like the whole person was put in the shirt. She took her mobile phone, and some strange expressions appeared on her face from time to time. Then she looked up and shouted, 'who is Hu Xiao'? I went over and looked at her slender and white face and said, 'I am, what's the matter'! She smiled and narrowed her eyes into a line 'not much. We'll work together tomorrow'! I smiled, laughing at her like a child.
In this city, no one will say that spring or autumn comes. With temperature, it is hot, and without temperature, it is cold. Very helpless, the days with mosquitoes should be regarded as spring, and the air conditioner will not be turned on until summer. I occasionally raised my head and wiped the sweat on my forehead. I saw mosquitoes standing there laughing recklessly, laughing loudly, as if they could hide everyone's thoughts. I've never seen her sad and occasionally make small emotions, which just makes me think it's her childish!
On the first day of work, she put a hand on my shoulder and called my name. I looked back at her and said, 'what's up?' She said with a serious face, 'sister wants to bubble you'! I was stunned. I shook off her hand and smiled 'get out of here'! She looked at me laughing like a madman! Then he kicked me gently with his feet, with the tone of childish command 'Hu Xiao, you are older than me, so you have to let me do everything. I did wrong, you can't say me, you can't let me do important things, you know'! I watched her smile and ignored her. She kicked me again 'did you hear me'? I pretended to be serious and said, 'you go straight home and sit and wait for your salary'! She shouted, 'well, well, you pay me'! I glanced at her.
After a long time together, she will always be a little homely. She is an only child and sometimes plays a little rogue. I often envy and say 'it's nice to be an only child'! She dumped me and said, 'what a fucking ghost, you don't understand'! Maybe I don't understand! Maybe only Yao Yirong knows her!
In the mosquito's log, I wrote, 'I want to have a friend, a good friend, so good that I don't care if others say we are gay & hellip& hellip;' Facts have proved that only Yao Yirong! A girl who is also an only child in her same year.
Mosquitoes spent almost every day with Yao Yirong, shopping together and spending Valentine's day together; Buy the same mobile phone pendant, the same clothes, the same shoes. The diary written to Yao Yirong was like a love letter, and people in the company began to talk about it one after another. I once jokingly asked her if she was really gay! She glanced at me and said, 'fart, sister doesn't have such a abnormal mind'! I don't believe 'did you write a log like that'! She rolled her eyes and said naughtily, 'I'd like to drop as much as I can'! I shook my head without expression 'not much drop'!
It was not until later that I realized that her relationship with Yao Yirong could not comment on love!
We don't know when Yao Yirong left. I haven't seen mosquitoes sad. She still plays with hooligans and makes trouble occasionally, but she never mentioned Yao Yirong again.
Zeng Dan said that my signature was very natural and unrestrained and personalized. He asked me if I had designed it. I shook my head and smiled, 'no, it's natural to write for a long time'! The mosquito hissed and shook his head 'I'm dizzy. I'm so ugly'! I replied to her, 'you are envious, jealous and hate'!
During the conversation, I heard Zeng Dan talking to Huanhuan about Zeng Juan. I asked casually. Zeng Dan reluctantly shook his head 'I really don't want to care about her. She's still engaged in online love like a fool. Others deceived her. Finally, the man said he wanted to see her and said that I didn't see anyone where I've been. Finally, I called and scolded, and she blamed me. She's so grown-up'! Huanhuan shook her head and I was silent; The mosquito said loudly, 'hum! That man is so cheap '! Zeng Dan finally sighed and said, 'she can't stand being lonely, so she was cheated'! In silence, I looked back at the mosquito and said, 'are you still in contact with Yao Yirong'? She suddenly changed her face. 'don't mention her to me'! At that moment, I saw the mosquito silent, like the erosion of the vicissitudes of life, with a little sadness, not a trace like a child!
At the end of the month, I saw Zhang Miaomiao again. At that time, the weather was not very warm. She was wearing a small black coat and a white T-shirt. Her pale face smiled happily at me and saw my surprised eyes and said, 'am I thin'! I nodded, 'I'm too thin. How did you reduce it'! She didn't answer me, just a happy smile 'I'm reconciled with my boyfriend. I'm going to ask for leave to see him this month'! I smiled at her and didn't speak.
Everyone knows how fat Zhang Miaomiao was before. Everyone knows that her boyfriend thought she was fat when he broke up with her. Everyone knows! She knows it herself! Le Yan smiled in front of us. She said that Zhang Miaomiao chased her boyfriend across the province. Everyone was laughing. I suddenly remembered a sentence said by mosquitoes' it takes courage to survive in Bapo pile '! They are brave or desperate. Whether Zeng Juan, Zhang Miaomiao or mosquitoes, they all choose courage!
This year's singles day, Le Yan said in her talk, 'I joined you too'! The next day I asked her, 'you broke up with your boyfriend'! She smiled indifferently, 'divided, now relaxed'! Le Yan has always been an open girl. She breaks up so naturally. I asked her why she was divided. She looked innocent and said, 'is he good enough to dump me'! I was stunned and didn't speak.
She didn't seem to have been dumped at all. She smiled and told us that her boyfriend's current girlfriend called her and said that he loved her rather than her. I asked Yue Yan how to answer her. Yue Yan said, 'now he can dump me, the next one is you'! We all laughed and thought she spoke so forcefully! I asked her if she really liked her boyfriend. She stopped laughing and her voice was light 'nonsense. You think the feelings of three years are blown out. You've cried! He told me I was sorry, I said there was no sorry between us, only betrayal! " She was silent for a while, looked up and said, 'Osmanthus fragrans is getting married'! We were stunned. It's only half a year. It's really too fast!
We all ate osmanthus' wedding candy. I heard that she had insomnia recently. Yue Yan said she had premarital phobia. During the shift, she came to play with us. I looked into her eyes and said, 'what's the matter with you? Why are the dark circles so heavy'? She shook her head and didn't talk much. Huanhuan asked her 'how many days to get married'! She said, 'it's the 18th of this month'! She smiled faintly. 'I called my boyfriend in the morning the night before yesterday and said I didn't want to get married. He said I was nervous'! We laughed, too. Without saying anything intermittently, she left.
I shook and said, 'I'm really nervous. I've hit my marriage certificate, and now I don't want to take it'! Huanhuan said, 'that's because she doesn't know whether she really likes her boyfriend. She's not sure'!
'then why did she get married '?
'she couldn't think of it. She thought she was old and wanted to get married, so she took it '!
'is she willing? If there is no love, how can you accept it? Where does tolerance come from '?
Huanhuan shook her head 'everyone's thoughts are different, and the life they choose is also different. Like I'm older than her, I didn't panic to get married'! She suddenly said loudly to the computer screen, 'in fact, women are used to relying. I tell you, no man is willing to let you rely on it for a lifetime. Don't think everything is good after marriage. In fact, marriage will still be the same and make you more tired; Women should stand on their own and improve their survival ability. They can't be trusted, or their life will be over '!
Huanhuan finished this sentence in one breath. She seemed to be talking to us, and more like talking to herself.
During that time, my sister would hide in bed and cry from time to time. I didn't ask. She was always casual! She suddenly looked at a novel in my collection one day. I wrote a sentence 'in this world, there are no good men and bad men, only men who love you or don't love you'! She said Xiao Zi, you write this sentence very well. I smile. Whether men in the world are good or not is love or not!
So & hellip& hellip; So I know she didn't hate anyone!
I accidentally turned to my message board and there was a message lying quietly on page 6. I didn't seem to have seen it, but I forgot it. It says, 'how are you these days? I've learned a lot, too. I just hope you can be happy all your life. " When I entered his space, I suddenly thought of him. At that time, he always called me Tianxiao. He accompanied me when I dropped out of school, but at that time, I hated his greetings, his voice and his people. I put cruel words on him, dragged him into the blacklist and left Ezhou. No sadness, no guilt, only liberation!
He was the first man who wanted me to be happy. In the next two years, there was a second one! Happiness is so easy to say in their mouth, but is it really so easy to be happy?
I suddenly realized that I owed him a thank-you, but for two years, that thank-you has been insignificant!
In fact, I owe not only a thank you, but also a sorry, but I only want to give him a thank you!
After all, the word happiness is warm. No matter who said it, no matter how easy it is to say it, it is warm! Like the sun below zero in the morning. I looked at the sunrise and said, 'Huanhuan, look at the sunrise, isn't it beautiful'? Huanhuan raised her head and looked at the sunrise outside the window. 'well, it's beautiful'! I kept watching the sunrise without looking down.
She suddenly said, 'Hu Xiao, are you in love'!
I was stunned. At that moment, I didn't have the courage to look back at her or deny it. I suddenly had the impulse to cry, but I still looked at her and smiled shyly. She also looked at me and smiled silently and calmly. It seemed that I knew what I was going to bear. In fact, she knows me best!
She looked at me with a calm smile, then patted me on the shoulder and said, 'Hu Xiao, you are finally in love'! She said very deeply. The shy smile on my face slowly became silent. She gently pushed me and said with a loud smile, 'it's okay, love& hellip;& hellip; In fact, you are really too lonely '!
For a time, I was infatuated with the song "going to England next week" sung by Chen Qizhen. I remember when I cried the most, I saw him call me Xiao Xiao in the letter he wrote to me. He said he liked the word very much, but how many people are really willing to believe that this is love!
Huanhuan sang the song of 'ten years' again and again. She said she would sing other songs to me, but I only want to listen to it for ten years!
There are many names for my name: Tianxiao, Huxiao, Xiaoxiao and Xiaozi, but the most real and closest to life is Xiaozi!
Life gives us choices, but how we are willing to choose. Maybe like mosquitoes, Zeng Juan, Zhang Miaomiao, Le Yan, osmanthus... There are many, many of them, including me, who are choosing what they are willing to choose, even if it is not the best choice, even if Xiaozi is the most vulgar name, we are willing to choose! Because we still have to live!
Early in the morning, life owes us a good night!
Good night, dear them! Good night, future Xiao Zi!