one
When I was a child, Grandpa watched me play at home. Watching, the old grandpa fell asleep. I was tired of playing, so I fell asleep on the floor alone. After grandpa woke up, he saw me curled up on the floor and fell asleep alone. Grandpa was very distressed. He carried me to bed and felt that I had caught a cold and that he didn't take good care of me. Everyone said he was old and useless, which made me cold. I sobbed when I thought of my experience of sleeping on the ground.
However, I still grew up healthy and safe. The experience of sleeping on the ground didn't affect me at all, but it became grandpa's heartache and regret.
two
My mother said that many years ago, when I was nursing my grandfather in the hospital, my grandfather in a coma received a drip needle and a big bag on the back of his hand. Mom didn't notice.
Grandpa frowned and breathed a little. Mother looked at grandpa for a while before she saw the big bag on the back of her hand. At that moment, the pain was unbearable.
When the nurse was called and the problem was solved, my mother couldn't help crying.
Later, grandpa died of illness. Every once in a while, my mother will inadvertently mention this matter. It seems that the clouds are light and the wind is light, but I know what kind of suffering she bears in her heart.
It is a kind of heartache for close relatives and loved ones; Only regret, the feeling of love for the one you love, the feeling of wanting to let yourself suffer all the pain for the one you love.
three
The night I was admitted to Heida, my mother went to Harbin and my father and I were in Jixi. Dad had an acute appendicitis attack and needed surgery. I signed it. Dad's face was pale and there were beads of sweat on his forehead. When he was pushed into the operating room, I couldn't help crying. The uncles around me asked me not to worry and bought me delicious food.
I waited for Dad while eating.
The next day, Dad's operation was successful and I fell ill. Acute gastroenteritis may be caused by eating when you are nervous, resulting in gastrointestinal disorders. Nausea, vomiting, hypotension, shock.
That is, I received less than 100 Jin from 110 Jin, and there was no rebound.
God knows how much pressure and sadness I suffered in my heart at that time.
four
Last winter, I had a thyroid problem and needed surgery. When I didn't know whether it was benign before the operation, my mother didn't close her eyes for almost two days. She looked after me for another week after the operation. That week, her trousers were obviously much fatter and people lost a circle.
Later, I recovered. Before I went back to school, my mother said, if you have something, I won't live. I comforted her again and again that I was so young and could do anything. I cried 10000 times in my heart.
five
The night Wang's nose was operated on, I went to see him. As soon as I entered the room, I found him lying there, his nose full of cotton, tears hanging on his face, and his eyes swollen with tears. Regardless of his parents, I stood beside him and cried. It was our third anniversary. We wanted to go out for an outing, but we cried together.
He took my hand and told me in an unclear voice that he was okay.
His face was swollen, ugly and pale with cotton.
His hair is greasy, too.
His eyes were dim and a little red.
I only saw my heart twitching.
six
When I was a freshman, my kneecap was misplaced. After Wang sent me to the hospital, he called my parents. I called at more than seven and my parents arrived at twelve. It took them less than five hours to get there. The cars all the way are speeding, and I'm nervous every time I think about it.
Only when the loved ones suffer, can they run away regardless of life and death.
seven
Mom is not in good health. I'm willing to press her feet when we watch TV at night. But if she didn't wash her feet, she wouldn't let me press it, lest I dislike her dirty.
Once she was very tired and didn't like to move to wash her feet. I brought her a basin of water. After washing her feet, I complained about her, saying that she didn't insist on soaking her feet, and that soaking her feet was good for her health.
Then I poured out the water and pressed her feet.
Watching TV, I felt my mother secretly wiping tears. At that moment, my heart was broken. I shouldn't blame her.
No, it's not. How can we express such feelings with pale words.
eight
When I was a child, the conditions at home were not very good. My parents were very economical, but they never wronged me.
Once I took a bus home in the rush hour. It was very crowded and far away. I sat in my seat and saw a woman trotting all the way with a lot of vegetables. It was winter. It was cold outside. The woman didn't wear gloves.
After getting on the bus, she was a little unstable and carried so many dishes. The people next to her didn't pull her kindly. She staggered for a long time before she stood firm.
I want a seat after I read it.
But when I looked at it, I found that it was my mother.
After all these years, I don't like taking a taxi. I always feel that there is a mother in my heart who goes to squeeze the bus with full vegetables in cold winter.
Just now I picked beans with my mother because I left early tomorrow morning and she wanted to cook delicious food for me. So pick it at night.
She told the first story and then the second.
She asked me again if I had enough money, so I wouldn't be too tired to study.
She said she was going to sleep with milk. Let me surf the Internet not too late.
I suddenly realized that although I was at home, I had little time with her.
I suddenly realized that I was confused in college, but she was worried about my body.
I suddenly realized that she had many stories in her heart that she wanted to share with me, but I was eager to move towards my own future.
Then I thought of the third story, the fourth story, until the eighth story.
Why should people bear feelings. It's not easy for people to live in the world. Why should they understand the word "love", and why should they feel distressed for the people they love and read. Family affection, love, friendship, which is not heavy pressure on the most vulnerable tip of our hearts.
Why do people have poverty, cold, disease, unhappiness, grievances and tears; Why are people different, reluctant and worried. And whenever people suffer these things, people who love themselves also suffer these things.
Happiness is the happiness of the people you love; Pain is the pain of the one you love.
Why should people bear feelings.