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There's only so much I can do for you

Me in your eyes

In fact, during that time, I was used to your hysteria.

But that day, you rushed into the living room with a black face, - pulled up Xiao Wei, who was pressing his legs, and shouted at me: 'when I was a child, you abused me, and when I was older, you began to abuse my children. How can you be so cruel!' My tears could no longer be controlled.

I brought you up from the age of 5 alone. Although you resent my insistence on divorcing your father and know that you attribute your divorce to the continuation of the shadow of childhood, I never thought that your evaluation of childhood was' abused 'and your evaluation of me was' vicious'.

I sat alone on the balcony floor crying. Xiao Wei secretly wiped my tears with his cuffs: 'grandma doesn't cry.' I put my hand around Xiao Wei, and my grievances burst out like a landslide and tsunami. For this child, I sacrificed my old life and devoted all my energy to cultivating him for you, but you said it was' abuse '! I looked up and found that you were already packing Xiaowei's clothes. You said you would take him away and give him a free and happy childhood.

At that moment, I really wanted you and your child to leave. For a 60 year old man, taking good care of a boy is actually a little out of his power. Especially every time Xiaowei and I trek back from the talent class, I can hardly climb the stairs on the second floor.

If you do take Xiao Wei, I'll be relaxed. But can I rest assured? In the first month of your divorce, you insisted on living with Xiao Wei. Every day when the child comes back from the kindergarten, he can only chew dry instant noodles and wait for you. And you often work overtime. Xiao Wei always cries with me on the phone in such a dark room. He is used to the warmth of being with me, and he is no longer willing to face the cold of the dark room alone. At the moment, you pulled him and left. The child's little hand was on the table and you broke it off. Those little hands fell on my skirt again. You tore them hard, and Xiao Wei began to cry.

I have only one choice to stop your madness. So I slapped myself face to face. In the crisp slap in the face, you were stunned. I hugged Xiao Wei and looked straight at you: 'if you take the child, I'll die in front of you today.' You glared at me and stomped away.

I collapsed and sat down on the sofa. Xiaowei's soft little hand touched my face, shed tears and asked, 'grandma, does it hurt?' I tried to control the tears in my eyes, patted the child on the head, got up and went to the kitchen to cook. In the evening, I will accompany him to learn the violin.

It's worth it because of you

When he came back from the violin class, it was already 10 o'clock. Let Xiao Wei wash and put him to sleep. I felt my way through your phone while soaking my sore feet in warm water. No matter what cruel words you say, I can't help worrying about you. 30 years ago, the darkness you are facing is enveloping my world. I know how desperate and painful divorce is for a woman, son. I'm really worried about what special things you will do in your anger.

You seem to be in a noisy field. You should be drunk. After giving out your address, you cry and shout at me: 'I don't want you to care.' I shivered and put on my clothes again. At midnight, I walked thousands of meters to get a taxi.

The bar was finally found, and I finally saw you, half closed and tilted in a man's arms. Without even thinking about it, I rushed up, pulled you up and left. You struggled awkwardly. I picked up a glass of ice water on the table and poured it on your head. You wake up all at once.

In the taxi home, you said nothing and stubbornly tilted your head to the side. When you got out of the car, you flew upstairs, but I was paralyzed on the ground. Until then, I found that one of my shoes had long disappeared.

You are a little silly to see my pale face, and your bare foot is even more shocking. In the silent midnight, you suddenly knelt in front of me and let me lie on your back. Today, the first time I bend over your back, I understand that all the hardships in the past and in the future are worth it because of you.

Reasons for persistence

I fell ill hopelessly, and the doctor insisted that I stay in bed for a few days. But how can I rest? Xiaowei's talent class - days can't be delayed. You sat next to me with tears in your eyes and said, 'I happen to have a few days off, so leave it alone.'

You brought Xiao Wei for six days. Lying in bed, I secretly watched you and Xiao Wei together. I was glad to find that you and your children lost their temper less and less these days. The night before work, you mentioned that topic with me again and took Xiao Wei to live with me. I strongly disagree. Your brow frowned again: 'Mom, do you know how lonely I am in the apartment alone? Just let Xiao Wei accompany me. "

Looking at your thin cheeks, I was really shaken. However, when I think about the future, my determination is firm again. Children can be a temporary comfort, but if a woman wants to gain long-term happiness, she must look for love again. If you have Xiao Wei, how can you have time and mood to think about other things. But, in this case, I dare not tell you just hurt by love. Fortunately, I have another reason - your job doesn't allow you to accompany Xiao Wei to so many talent classes. You must look at me: 'in fact, that's why I want to take Xiao Wei. The child is too tired, and you are too tired, mom. Why bother all this? " Yeah, why bother. This sentence, more than one person asked me. I shook my head and looked at you. There was only one sentence: 'no matter how hard and tired, as long as Xiaowei and I don't think it's enough.' The negotiations broke up again.

When will your heart be complete

You left again, not only from home, but also from the city. To tell you the truth, I miss you very much.

But you are a full-fledged eagle. I'm afraid that the affection of your little family will make you lose the courage to continue flying. In fact, Serena and I really had a good time.

Unconsciously, the 5-year-old boy has grown up. He is not only talented now, but also the top student in the school. Xiao Wei's healthy growth has finally revealed a bright smile on your gloomy face. But then another - thing happened.

Xiao Wei's father came to the door and wanted to see the children often. You were furious with him. Xiao Wei hid in the room and wiped his tears secretly.

Looking at the painful Xiaowei and angry you, I felt the funny of life at that moment. Your childhood and Xiaowei's childhood are simply a repetition of history. I insisted on refusing your father's visit. Today, I don't want to let Serena miss this opportunity again. In this world, only he is Xiaowei's father. We can't deprive children of the right to enjoy father's love because of adult hatred, because I have found in you that the lack of father's love will be a huge wound in the soul.

Xiao Wei happily followed the man. They went to spend their father and son's first happy weekend in five years. Looking at the child's back, my tears fell down. Xiaowei's heart is complete. How about you, my dear daughter, when will your heart be complete?

Rest assured to go to your old age

A year later, you appeared in front of me holding another man's hand. Xiao Wei finally has a new father.

You hesitated to tell me that you found Xiaowei a better art school to study. Before you finished, Xiao Wei hugged me: 'no, I won't leave grandma.'

I smiled and patted Xiao Wei on the head. The 11-year-old boy is taller than me. In fact, I'm already a little weak in tutoring and educating such a big child. Now with a better school and a perfect family again, Xiaowei, it's time to leave.

In the quiet midnight, Xiao Wei and his new father slept closely. Under the dim light, I sorted Xiaowei's clothes and trousers into the suitcase one by one. I was suddenly a little out of my mind. When the child is leaving, I will face the long loneliness and loneliness again. I can't help sobbing at the thought that the idle day will be so long and the quiet night will be so dark.

You are heartbroken by my tears. Discuss with me. If I really don't want to, let Xiao Wei continue to stay here.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears: 'no, how can this be.' Confused, no matter how much I am hurt, I will never forget my original intention to cultivate Xiaowei. In fact, all my cultivation and persistence of Xiaowei are because of you.

Compared with other mothers, I always thought I was an unqualified mother. I didn't give you a happy childhood, nor did I give you a rich youth. Even after your divorce, I couldn't help you share some of the difficulties of life. Throughout my life. I can't leave you a rich legacy. Fortunately, there is Xiaowei. The reason why I insist on sending Xiaowei to learn 18 kinds of martial arts is not to make him a star, but to hope that you can rely on your children when they grow up.

There's only so much I can do for you.