Mother, today is your birthday, but you have been away for more than a year! Thinking about your birthday again, I feel so empty! Inner confusion, and even doubt their own existence. I really can't imagine how crazy it is to look at your voice and smile in the photo, but suddenly you can't find or grasp it anymore!
When I am alone, my heart is always talking to you. The scenes of the hospital are always played back in front of us irreversibly. If time can go backwards, can I retain a part of your life? I only know that even if you are ill, I can see and touch you; If you go, I'll lose a corner of my life. But I don't know that living like that is a great sorrow and torture for you. If there is a slightest choice, I know what the result will be! I also prayed that either you get better quickly, or your long pain is better than short pain. I know such an idea will be struck by the sky! Looking at your pain, I feel more pain. Because I can't do anything, only despair and grief devour my patience inch by inch.
Because there is no substitute, I can't face you who have suffered so much. I have cried out and hope I can go as early as you! The despair at that time couldn't control your emotions. I didn't think that if you were still awake, it would make you more sad and desperate than letting you die! You will blame yourself, you will blame yourself, and you will have an endless sense of guilt! But I woke up too late! Watching the people in the hospital treat you without improvement, my most respected mother is slaughtered like doing clinical trials. I'm really mad!
Mother, why is the choice of life so painful! You live in death like that, you hurt me more; You're gone. If it's a relief for you, why do I fall into the abyss of suffering? I can't remember my kindness to you, because it's all due! What I always recall is my impatience and anger at your abnormal performance! I'm your daughter. What's the reason to treat you like this? That's why I don't want to see you with my passport! If his daughter is like this, what can an outsider do?
Mother, I know that no matter how I treat you, you will forgive me, but I can't forgive myself! I can't find any excuses for myself! I failed to control my emotions and try my best to protect you, so I finally lost you! Such torture and pain is a lifetime! I will confess to you all my life and apologize to you!
Mother, I miss you, every day, every day & hellip& hellip;