When you leave, Jay's new album cowboys are busy is playing on the noisy street one after another. I wrote a song for you with his rainbow, which was carefully written in the yellow book distributed by the school. The thick plastic smell on it made my heart ache.
Why did you sneak away?
[sunrise]
Two years ago.
Every time after school, I am always the first to carry my schoolbag and run to your class in a hurry, standing at the door of the classroom quietly waiting for you to come out. Whenever I see you come out, I will be very happy. I will quietly run behind you and scare you. You pretend to be angry, turn around, gently pinch my cheek with your hand and laugh.
'don't do this next time, do you know? ' I nodded solemnly, then smiled and took your hand to go home with you.
I think we have many similarities. We listen to the same songs, read books written by the same author, and then love each other. But you are a clean and bright child, and I will only appear in front of you disheartened and make you laugh in my clumsy and unfamiliar way. You know, you smile very beautiful.
Those warm and painful past are stored in a box. When you open it, you will see a wide range of pictures. I suddenly remembered when we used to run in the rain; After telling jokes, holding each other's stomachs with pain; When you are sad, when you cry together. The light these days is so abundant and strong that it blinds our eyes and just lets us embark on the journey step by step.
[sunset]
Dusk with a thin mist, warm and sharp to pull our shadow very long. The moment you want to leave, there is a faint pain, like a big raindrop falling on my back.
'I'm going back to Jilin to study.' You spit it out to me gently. " I'll leave tomorrow. "
I stared at you and clearly saw the wet marks on your eyelashes. I seem to be facing an endless ocean. Only the wind keeps whistling in my ears, leaving only the impact of the waves on the rocks. Everything is so abrupt.
'Do you have to go there to study? ' I asked you in a whisper. As if the question was like a thrown shell, waiting for a 'yes' or' no 'answer to determine whether it would explode.
'well, mom, they decided & hellip& hellip;' Your voice is as heavy as in the water, which makes me out of breath for a moment. I forgot what to say. I was stunned for a long time before I hesitated and said hard, 'well, you should take good care of yourself when you get there.'
You suddenly raised your head. Your red eyes happened to be on my eyes. Suddenly, a big wave surged in your heart and hit the softest place in your heart. Tears burst down the bank. You gently wipe my tears with the sleeves of your school uniform, but the more this happens, my tears will flow down like a faucet that has forgotten to be tightened. " Don't cry. " You choked and patted me on the back. But in the end, stupid you cried, didn't you. When you held me, tears fell coldly in my neck. At that moment, we were like dependent relatives. We were loving sisters.
[skylight]
You chose to run away secretly after all.
The long river of time extends endlessly, and the speed is faster and faster. Back to school, I still read my book and do my homework quietly. But every time I hear the bell ringing after class, I will have the inertia to run out, but I know everything has to adapt and return to the original origin.
On the bulletin board of the class, there are several large red characters, 'there are 102 days before the high school entrance examination'. It is like a big, big clock. As soon as I look up and see it, I will be knocked hard in my heart. I suddenly began to wake up and found that you had left me for so long. I haven't seen your smile for two years. Your voice suddenly stopped for so long.
When the history teacher was reviewing geography for us, a lot of place names were printed on the map. Jilin is below Heilongjiang Province. I suddenly think of you conditionally. I picked up the map of China, pointed to the location of Jilin and slid my finger all the way to Shenzhen.
So you escaped so far.
In fact, I always firmly believe that until one day, you will come back to accompany me, listen to a song with me, read a book with me, watch sunrise and sunset with me, and finally hug and love each other quietly.