The girl said she liked the feeling of being with the boy, and the boy believed what she said was true.
The boy is a junior and the girl is a sophomore. She studies in a very ordinary third rate school. They met on a crisp autumn afternoon. The boy skipped class. On the uncultivated wasteland behind the school, the boy quietly looked at the book and enjoyed the pleasure of high clouds. The grasshopper lay down in the withered and yellow grass. In this situation, it is easy for people to have an impulse to mourn spring and hurt autumn.
A butterfly came and fell quietly on the light yellow flowers of wormwood. After flying around the boy's head twice, it stopped in the boy's palm unscrupulously. During this period, the boy kept smiling and motionless. What a beautiful little creature he was! It is smaller than the usual one. The whole body is snow-white and clean without any impurities. The lines on the wings are clearly visible. The boy has never seen it. There are butterflies in autumn. Why does she shuttle through the wormwood with a bitter smell alone? Is she looking for her Liang Shanbo? One hand stretched out and gently covered the boy's hand. It was so white and tender. The boy's first reaction was like this. The lovely 'Yingtai' was detained in it. A beautiful face appeared in front of the boy, clear eyes and clean smile. In an instant, time seemed to stop.
The format of the picture is as follows: a girl in a plaid shirt kneels next to a boy on one knee and smiles brightly. The boy holds a book in one hand and drags the girl's clasped hand in the other hand, as if it were a priceless treasure. Both of them are so careful. The girl's long hair is blown up by the wind and put on the boy's face, and the butterfly flutters up and down in the palm of the boy and girl, Trying to get out. The girl's hair smelled so good that the boy couldn't help sneezing.
Then everything returned to normal. The girl opened her hands and the butterfly flew out of her hands. She was still so leisurely and leisurely. Fly to the sky until you can't see.
The boy is me and the girl's name is Shanshan. Up to now, that scene is still often reproduced in my mind.
Time is sometimes really strange. When you want it to hurry up, it looks right in front of you like a staggering old lady, but it can't come to you for a long time; When you want it to slow down, it's like a fast-paced teenager. It's just ahead. In the blink of an eye, it's left you far away and can't catch up.
At this time, I was a senior and a junior of Shanshan. I ran around looking for a job, hit a wall on eight sides and got angry on ten sides, but I didn't receive the desired results. I fell to the bottom of the valley, got angry for no reason, and then I felt deep remorse and guilt when I saw Shanshan's wronged eyes and didn't know what to do. I began to abandon myself and learned to smoke, I learned to drink and stay up all night. At that time, my body was very excited and I couldn't sleep. Later, my face turned black, my urine turned yellow, my lips turned blue, and my hair seemed to be on my head. I grabbed it with my hand and dropped it. I didn't dare to go out for fear that my hair would be blown away by the wind.
Once self righteous, I didn't know the heaven and earth to dream of being a writer. I thought that one day the royalties would float to me like snow flakes, and I was busy writing books and signing all day like Han Han and Guo Jingming, until my hand cramped. After sinking into the sea again and again, I woke up like a dream and laughed at my whimsical thoughts. I burned all the things I wrote, including a poem written for Shanshan: the most beautiful season / meeting the most beautiful you / I found my soul from then on / it was you who kept me haunted / you were the butterfly of my previous life / you came to meet me in this life / stayed in my palm / the temperature never dissipated / if it took ten years to exchange / I'd rather you stay one more second.
'shanshan, take the postgraduate entrance examination. If it doesn't matter at home, you may follow my old path. '
"What about you? You can also take the postgraduate entrance examination. Let's take the examination together."
I smiled, 'fool, I want to pursue the life I want.'
'will you insist?'
This problem has been bothering me and has not been solved until now. In addition to writing some painless words, I really don't know what else I can do.
Later, the girl said to the boy, I don't like the feeling with you. The boy believes what the girl said is true.