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Take a few turns, you and love will come

5 years, a distance of time

When you go in and out of the side door, you are bound to pass through the basketball court. Are all universities like this? On the edge of the basketball court, there are many girls standing forever. But I never go to see it. I don't like those boys who deliberately perform hard in front of girls. Maybe it's because there's a shadow in my heart. Liang Xiaochi, how silent and proud he is.

Since high school, this shadow has lasted for five years. Five years is such a long time. On the surface, he is always so docile. Only I know that he is rebellious in his bones. But he never noticed me. His math is so good, but he is seriously partial to his subjects, so his ranking can't be ranked in the top 20. And our head teacher said, if you don't get into the top 20, it's hard to say you can get into the University.

I like him. All over the world, only I know.

My hope for the university makes me not allow myself to abandon my ideals and start a distracted love. He walked past me, and I just closed my eyes and felt his breath. In this way, I wait and pray for a beautiful result from God.

As a result, I was admitted to the university he applied for, but I couldn't find his name. I stood in front of the public list and talked to myself. Shouldn't I like people who are worthless. I read his name only once. My speed of speaking is longer than the coming summer vacation.

I spent the whole freshman year wandering around the school. At that time, behind the library, there were two huge Chimonanthus chinensis. Between winter and spring, yellow flowers bloom all over the tree. When the sun is still warm, I lie under the tree and Miss Liang Xiaochi.

What will happen to him?

No one expected that I was admitted to this school, but he didn't succeed. I don't think I'll ever have a chance to let him hear my heart. I'm getting farther and farther away from him. From one classroom to two cities.

On the side of the basketball court, I still screamed continuously, but it still didn't attract my attention.

Come to the classroom. I'm used to being fixed in the eleventh row. Because in those years, Liang Xiaochi sat in the eleventh row.

I received fan Nan's love letter in the first semester of my sophomore year. As usual, I folded it twice and threw it into the trash can at the door. The only thing I'm interested in is to keep in touch with my old classmates and inquire about Liang Xiaochi. But I didn't hear anything.

It's like a leaf, breaking up on the fork of life. I don't know where it's blown by the wind.

Time seems to be faster than usual

I finally decided to give up. Once you miss the time, there will be no more. Let me make up my mind is a former senior sister. She said that her biggest regret was that she didn't fall in love in college. At present, everything about her is so excellent, except for one subject - love. Now there will be no such pure love, and there is no such mood to love.

There is a shock in my heart: will I have a day like her, lonely, lost, in memory, regret twining in my heart?

When the junior year comes, time seems to be much faster than in previous years. I am a dormitory girl, one after another from single to double. I'm the only one who still goes to class alone, after class and study by myself. People can resist pain, but it is difficult to resist loneliness.

I finally accepted fan Nan's love letter at the beginning of the new semester. He is the only boy who has never given up on me. Fan Nan has too many differences from Liang Xiaochi. Although they have the same hairstyle, Liang Xiaochi is silent, while fan Nan is enthusiastic, lively and direct. It's like he likes me, so love letters continue to wait in my drawer all year round. The biggest difference is that fan Nan likes me and I know. Liang Xiaochi didn't like me. Even if he did, I couldn't know.

Now that you've decided to forget, let's be thorough. I followed fan Nan and tasted love for the first time. Even if I'm just loved, because I haven't fallen in love with him so soon.

We were on the edge of the South Lake, watching the sun rise and set. There are many fish in the lake. He often catches fish and has a barbecue together. In a obedient fried restaurant at the door, he ordered the hottest Chaotianjiao beef rice. Then he was so hot that he suddenly kissed me on my face. Careless, as if there were no one else. I was red with his love. I have to admit that he made me happy and got rid of the nun's state of mind.

But I'm still sad. What if Liang Xiaochi kisses me now? What would it be like?

Good days don't last long. Fan Nan is such a sunny and handsome boy. Maybe I have no luck. I always feel that someone is staring at me behind my back. Far away, but also like very close, can not find a figure, but that feeling lingers. Soon, a strange girl approached me murderously and declared war openly. Soon after, fan Nan stopped looking for me. Soon after, he dodged when he saw me.

Maybe I never started seriously. Finally, I've been in love, too? Right? Junior year, it's almost over. Those lonely years have finally come to an end.

Love favors a brave heart

In that year, there was a shortage of dormitories, so I lived in four buildings near the basketball court. When summer comes, there is a wind through the window, which makes the clothes shake. The temporary dormitory is in a mess.

June 28 is the last date announced by the school for graduates to leave the school.

On my wall, there is a large picture of beautiful women. I couldn't help laughing. There was no way. The old boys' dormitory was like this. Although it was cleaned, it was still very messy. I cleaned the dust in the dark corner and carefully wiped the upper and lower iron frames of the bed. Finally, I couldn't help but take off the poster of the beautiful star, and then I was stunned: there was no picture behind the poster.

Above is a pencil sketch, long hair fluttering, under the hair, is a thin and familiar face. That's clearly what I look like. Next to it is a handwritten note: 'Jiake, why don't you turn around and look at me! Why & hellip& hellip;'

I could see him sitting on the bed with a long sigh. In what lonely days, he painted me and wrote those words alone? In the corner, there are one 'positive' word after another. At the end, sign his name.

He had more than 300 chances to call my name, but failed again and again.

Tears, like tears should flow, fell down lonely. And I actually live in his dormitory. Why is he here?

I never knew that he always had the same thoughts with me. At first, he was silent because of pride, and I bowed my head to escape because of my ideal.

Later, he took an undergraduate course in adult education. The university he chose was the one I attended. He lives on the second floor of building 4, where adult students live together. He knew that I passed that road every day, so he played on the basketball court on the roadside. Once, twice, three times & hellip& hellip; At the end of the count, I didn't know how many times. Not once did I notice him. He never called my name.

Why didn't he shout!

My hair is getting longer and longer, and his' positive 'is drawing more and more. Love favors brave people. Both I and he are unworthy of love.

I will never know that he heard what I said in front of the red list of college entrance examination that year. Because he was standing behind the huge sign, all his figures were blocked. In fact, it was the only time he had the courage to say a word to me. He waited behind me for a long time. My words made him feel inferior, so he had to leave silently. This farewell is for several years.

Pride is sometimes just a mask against humility. Take off the mask. It's a sad face.

He is proud, silent and painful. Silent people, the pain is also stronger and more depressed than others. No wonder I always feel that when I am with fan Nan, I have a pair of painful eyes behind me. It turned out that it didn't come from that girl.

The time of graduation finally came. I was the last to leave and see everyone off. On the morning of June 27, I will take the 538 train leaving at 6:30 to the railway station.

The sky is gradually illuminated. I walked out of the dormitory, past the lake, past the volleyball court, past the basketball court, paused there, and then I walked out of the South second gate.

I got on the first 538 bus. There are only two people in the whole car, a driver and a boy. He sat in the eleventh row. I saw him at a glance. He seemed to have been waiting there for a long time.

I was stunned.

He got up and approached me. I counted his steps, and tears came out of the cage like jumping rabbits.

The sun gradually brightened everyone's face and looked at the city for a long time. Finally, we hugged each other deeply.

Love only favors the brave heart. We have learned to be brave.